Sunday, May 10, 2009

Ever feel like you're on your own?

I don't know
It's weird but i am good friends with this really popular girl and when i get boring she seems to move on and forget about me until i have something new to say. It kinda hurts so i am always thinking but she is a really good friend to me when she wants...i guess.
I called the hot guy from drama today and of course he didn't pick up, probably too busy making out with his on/off GF.
Sometimes i get this feeling that maybe people would be better off if i wasn't around, i mean my dad doesn't think much of me and i am always getting the feeling that maybe i let him down a lot by being the smart, drama one instead of a soccer, sports type of girl who wants to learn how to drive a wicked fast car instead of being driven around like the princess i am.
Then there are my so called friends who seem to pick me up and then drop me again like a hot tamale when it suits them and what they don't realise is that it hurts, it hurts not to belong somewhere anymore, as much as i love it, it's also really difficult.
Maybe i am just feeling a little blue, maybe i am just complaining.
Mothers day was a success and she looked pretty happy so i am glad for that
I reallllllly want to go and see this film "ghosts of girlfriends past" which i think will be pretty cool, anyways, just watched this film "Sweet home Alabama" which was a really cute film.

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