Friday, April 3, 2009

Better left unsaid

Woke up this morning...
Felt a headache coming on, knowing i have a mountain of treacherous homework awaiting me, but dad has come in, even though he hasn't said anything yet, i know exactly what he's about to say next.
"You need to clean your room, the bathroom, have breakfast and vaccuum the stairs". Fair enough, i mean the house needs to stay clean...but this happend every weekend and we spend all weekend cleanig it for my mum so she doesn't come home stressed to a slightly unlclean house.
I am so tired and i woul just love to say something. Telling them how i truly feel on issues that are bothering me but the moment i do, a fight will erupt and to be honest. I cannot deal with it today.
I am tired. I was reading this book where the main girl is leaving behind her home and friends but all her best friend can talk about is her life and how she will feel about not having her friend there to listen to her. The main character leaves feeling like she is never heard, her friend makes her feel plain and unimportant. She is always there for her friend, but when it came down to it, who would be there for her.
It really got me thinking about a lot of things like who do i really count on?
Maybe some questions don't get answers?
Maybe some things are better left unspoken?

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