Those words exactly...
It's been like this for a week, i'm only what, 15? and i feel sad, sad and upset. Now that school is done for the term i am unable to escape to school. Home is like the living dead and i feel like i have this pool of bubbling acid in my stomach. I go into the country tomorrow. maybe the bubbling will go away once i'm there and be replaced with itchy eyes and sneezing fits.
Maybe, it's that i feel like i have a multiple personality disorder. Like at school everyone sees me as the perfect, pretty good girl, but at home it's so different. Here, i'm a lazy shit that has nothing better to do with her time than assignments.
Nobody has any real idea, maybe that's the whole idea. But no body will listen to me even for a moment, the moment i try there eyes glaze over like that lake in Canada that people skate aross in the winter.
I am so tired of trying.
A girl could truly wait forever.
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