"I'd lie"

"If you ask me if i love him, I'd lie"
Taylor Swifts song, I'd lie. Her songs aren't the best but her lyrics are pretty cool. I can sing OK but not like fantastic. Average. But i wish i could dance, dancing is so much more graceful and beautiful. My sister who is younger can dance really well, and i am so not being bias. She has won every comp she has entered and when she starts to move to the music, my voice catches in my throat, she just seems to float across the stage.
But when it comes to contemporary or lyrical she just smiles, i mean her smile lights up the room but when it comes to those type of dances she needs to feel the music, dance the lyrics, you know?
Like acting, you can tell when an actor is not in the character, the acting looks fake. It's hard to explain but an actor can't just pretend to be a character, the actor needs to become the character or it looks unbelievabel. Like, say there is an angry teenage girl, the actress needs to feel those emotions and thoughts to be able to make the acting look real.
Same with dancing really, i mean, if the music is say "Farewell - Rosie Thomas" you cannot be smiling at the audience, you need to feel what the singer is describing and let the music take you.
My other sister is a sport freak, cannot stop moving, plays tennis, soccer, runs etc. It's funny how we are all different. I wish i was a sport person, guys always say how sexy it is to see a girl playing soccer.
AHHHH. I had to be the Theatre/stage/academic type then didn't i!
Life is so unfair, you know?