Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Waiting to be noticed...

I had this performance on last night and i fell hard...
This guy, he isn't just hot this time, he's honest and has this smile that makes me heart melt in my chest. He's not afraid to be himself and he's so nice to me. I can be my self around him.
The one itsy bitsy dilema is that he is taken.
What could i possibly do for him to really nottice me? I'm the girl behind the curls remember?
It's easy to flirt and try not to look too available, but that doesn't mean he is looking at me does it.
He said that i was sexy yesterday...This is getting ridiculous, i mean i was up all of last night trying to decide whether i should meet up with him and tell him exactly how i feel and that i don't expect a return of the same feelings. But how unfair would that be to the both of us, considering that he is already practically engaged to this other girl. They've been together for so long it's crazy.
I called a friend in the morning to ask her advice and she just reckons to wait it out and it will pay off.
I'm not sure, what if he likes me too, even just a little???? ahhh this is so hard!!!

Whatever, "you'll be here in my heart....always"

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